I'm an epic fail at updating this thing.
But guys, I'm finally moving! I. Am. Stoked! I'm just ready to get out of this town and explore some new places. I'm really going to miss it here. This place is all I've ever known. But I've become bored with this town. So, I think it's time to finally move. I'm really excited to meet new people and do new things and explore a new place that I've never had the chance to before. Where am I moving, you ask? Columbus, Mississippi. I'm leaving one Columbus to go to another. Weird, I know. But I'm excited. I'm also really nervous. But I know that if I don't move now, I probably won't ever move. I just really need to be out of my comfort zone to truly be myself, I think. So, I'm gonna do it. I know if I don't like it there, I can always move back home. So, I'm not too worried.
The only part that I am kinda worried about is finding a job fast enough. But I get jobs pretty easily. So, it shouldn't be a problem. But there's still the "what if" factor that is lurking in the back of my head. I hate that feeling. And I wish I could just transfer with my job. But the closest Men's Wearhouse is about an hour away. I can't drive that far to work everyday. I just can't. So, I have no choice but to find a new job. My sister-in-law said that she knows of two places that she could get me a job right away. So, I'm definitely gonna take her up on that offer. (Oh, by the way, I'm moving in with my brother, his wife, and three kids. Help. Me.)
I'm super excited to actually get to spend time with my brother and his family. I have missed out on so many of my niece's and nephews' birthdays, and a lot of brother bonding time. I rarely get to spend time with them. But I always have a lot of fun when they're here in town.
I feel like moving would help me be happy again. I'm not saying I'm not happy. But I'm not as happy as I once was. I feel like I lost myself along the way somewhere. Will I be happy somewhere else? I don't know. But I'm going to give it a shot.
I feel like this is the first time in my life that I'm completely trusting God on everything. Will I fail at first? I don't know. Maybe. Who knows? I know that he's not going to let me fall. I may fail. But I won't fall. This will be the first time since I was 18 that I will not have a job. I am terrified and ecstatic at the same time to be making a change that is this drastic.
I think that's all I have for now. I promise to keep you guys updated now. I finally got the app for my phone. So maybe that will give me a motive to blog more often. I love you guys! I'm out!
